This year I have decided to give myself a new start, I have begun the process of looking into options of volunteering somewhere I’m not sure what I want to do but I feel volunteering will give me an insight of possibilities that might be out there for me. So far I have a few options that maybe be suitable either volunteering in a art center or volunteering in a mental health service both I have interest in. I am in the process of choose which one i would like to do but I am so indecisive, both are equally rewarding and filled with amazing experiences.
I want to choose life for the first time,
I want to live rather than exist in the world,
I want to be alive rather than live in my own head,
I want to experience life for all that it is,
I want to embrace life as if I had never hated it,
I want to start living again,
I want to find myself,
I want to know what I can be, who I can be, where I can be,
I want to choose life as if I had never been hurt by it.
Elan 